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Owl Tattoo by xxnefariousxx Owl Tattoo :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 6 0
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To my parents, I tell you this:
I'm so sorry that my life's a mess.
But you're both impossible to impress
So because of you, I cut.
“I am not worth it”, “I deserve pain”
Are the ridiculous voices in my brain
That leave my arms bloodied and slain
So because of these thoughts, I cut.
It's a morbid addiction I fight everyday.
And every night I silently pray
That I'll wake up and just be “okay”,
But I'm not.
So because of this truth, I cut.
I'm so desperate to be free
And resume life as the “old” me.
Open my eyes and bravely see the daunting road to recovery.
It's long. It's arduous, but filled with hope.
And will teach me new ways to cope
With the pain of my thoughts and the stress of real life
And end my love affair with that knife.
But sometimes I'm nervous, scared or unsure
Of whether or not I want to further explore
The path that won't leave me bleeding anymore.
So because of this fear, I cut.
Watching the blood, red, fresh and oozing.
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Happy Howl-0-Days! by xxnefariousxx Happy Howl-0-Days! :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 9 0
Year One.
They meet. Completely coincidental. But always one-hundred percent on purpose.
She smiles. He fidgets.  
Year Two.
Friends. He is the boy down the street and she is the girl next door. Literally.
He makes her laugh. She makes him vulnerable.
Year Three.
Still friends. The best of friends.
He tells her secrets and she feels safe with him. She thinks he is charming.
He thinks she is beautiful.
Year Four.
He tells her he loves her.
She tells him she loves him too.
He is smitten. She is so happy.
They are the definition of Teenage Love.
Year Five.
Growing pains.
He makes mistakes. And she cries. And cries. And cries.
He is there to kiss away her tears and promises her he will change.
She believes him. But her heart is damaged.
Year Six.
Trusting is hard. He is trying to prove her wrong.
She wants to believe in the good in his heart.
He asks for one more chance and she gives it to him.
Because she loves him.
Year Seven.
He is her Prince Charming.
He has proved to
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The Summer Story - Ch. 8 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 8 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 0 0 The Summer Story - Ch. 7 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 7 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 0 0 The Summer Story - Ch. 6 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 6 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 0 0 The Summer Story - Ch. 5 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 5 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 0 0 The Summer Story - Ch. 4 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 4 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 0 0 The Summer Story - Ch. 3 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 3 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 1 0 The Summer Story - Ch. 2 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 2 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 0 0 The Summer Story - Ch. 1 by xxnefariousxx The Summer Story - Ch. 1 :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 2 0 Whiskers by xxnefariousxx Whiskers :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 14 0 Tis the Season by xxnefariousxx
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Tis the Season :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 15 3
Golden Eyes by xxnefariousxx Golden Eyes :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 7 0 Blue Skies by xxnefariousxx Blue Skies :iconxxnefariousxx:xxnefariousxx 11 4


Koi Kitsune by NukeRooster Koi Kitsune :iconnukerooster:NukeRooster 2,416 110 Into the Forest - 2018 Calendar by Miguel-Santos Into the Forest - 2018 Calendar :iconmiguel-santos:Miguel-Santos 4,108 219 Hayao Miyazaki by ono-mono Hayao Miyazaki :iconono-mono:ono-mono 1,851 95 Lights lights by bwaworga Lights lights :iconbwaworga:bwaworga 260 6 Koi by danktat
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Koi :icondanktat:danktat 181 63
Caught... by Lochai
Mature content
Caught... :iconlochai:Lochai 615 67
Daily 1357. Just a little husky! by Cryptid-Creations Daily 1357. Just a little husky! :iconcryptid-creations:Cryptid-Creations 4,680 152 Duluth Harbor North Breakwater Light by tfavretto Duluth Harbor North Breakwater Light :icontfavretto:tfavretto 47 14 Eagle's Nest - J67 by Barrowing Eagle's Nest - J67 :iconbarrowing:Barrowing 1 0 Science is lie by Deltamike Science is lie :icondeltamike:Deltamike 279 86 331- Dewey by Lucky978 331- Dewey :iconlucky978:Lucky978 1,373 59 Snarling Wolf Design by Lucky978 Snarling Wolf Design :iconlucky978:Lucky978 1,163 37 214- Colorful Wolf by Lucky978 214- Colorful Wolf :iconlucky978:Lucky978 5,008 252 Jay Freestyle - Splash tattoo by JayFreestyle Jay Freestyle - Splash tattoo :iconjayfreestyle:JayFreestyle 29 2 Iris watercolor by dopeindulgence Iris watercolor :icondopeindulgence:dopeindulgence 927 29 ballerina by dopeindulgence ballerina :icondopeindulgence:dopeindulgence 356 12


by naravox

The colors and anatomy are spot on. Superb work. Boxers can be very tricky to draw well, as they have such a broad chest and lean frame...


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Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Hello. My name is Rachel, but often times am referred to as Nefarious, Neff, Neffles - you pick the name. I have been on Deviant Art since I was about 14 years of age, uploading drawings that I would randomly sketch. Years later, I pop in and out every once in a blue moon. I'm a home-owner, work fulltime, and spend my spare time loving with my animals. I'm still artsy every now and then; I find it harder and harder to sit down with a pencil and paper and draw like I once did. My '"adulting" consumes a lot of my day. I am in love with animals, as you will see browsing through my gallery. They bring a lot of joy into my world! Valentino is my Saint Bernard x Great Pyrenees rescue. Ludo is my hypoallergenic Siberian cat. And Kenya (who isn't pictured) is my beautiful Selle Francais mare; my eventer-in-training, the love of my life, the horse of my dreams! Life would be incomplete for me without my animals, and my art. I love chocolate cake. And laughing. Musical Theatre is a big part of my life - participating and viewing. I love to act. I love to sing. And I love to dance. Maybe someday I will audition for broadway. Fluttershy is my favorite 'My Little Pony' character! I'm allergic to cats, but can snuggle my own. Owls are my "protectors". I think "squiggles" is a funny word. Green is my favorite color. I have an addiction to pain, and therefore LOVE getting tattooed. I love rainy days. And cuddling. I enjoy folding laundry every Sunday night. It's my thing. I. Love. Titanic!

Current Residence: St. Paul, MN
Favourite genre of music: I like soundtracks to movies. And Ethereal Electro-Pop music. And acoustic/ambient/alternative stuff
Favourite photographer: Sandy Skoglund
Favourite style of art: Charcoal
Favourite cartoon character: Rick and Morty
Personal Quote: "And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair."
Mood: :dance: Energetic
Listening to: The Lion King OST
Reading: --
Watching: --
Playing: --
Eating: Chocolate Chip Cookies
Drinking: Cocoa!

It's finally snowing. Just a light, soft snow, but it feels magical and has put me in a baking mood! Yesterday I fiddled around with a Chocolate Chip Cookie Recipe and made literally the best cookies EVER! And today, I want to make muffins. Random.

I think the snow has put me in a random, energetic mood. So I apologize about this pointless journal. But was just in the mood to write and update the journal! ... Because I never write. u.u''

Wish me luck on my muffins!


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PaintedWolff Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! ^^
xxnefariousxx Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you, Darling!!! :hug: :heart: :cuddle:
Hawk-Moth Featured By Owner May 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the favorite and the comment. Glad you liked my poem :)
Loccian-Love Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Nef, my love! Where has you been??? D:
xxnefariousxx Featured By Owner May 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Azzybear!!! :heart::heart: I miss you so much!
shimmytwist Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014
stonedsour887 Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav :)
Sketch-Awesome Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2014  Student Filmographer
Thank you for the fave. =D <3
Roams Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch <3 
TackyCatYo Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave, you lovely person you!
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